where i think about my past two months.
-by Author of this blog.
First off, I should like to apologise–I was going to stick to a more cohesive schedule (kind of) but uni, work, and life has totally devoured me. So, I’ve come to the realisation that I probably won’t be able to post as regularly (?) as I did on my previous blog.
But that’s okay.
I hope.
And so, for today, I’m just going to quickly give a point-list form of a recap of my 1.5 months so far.
- september/長月
- i change my major goals significantly
- IR (International Relations) major!!!
- w/minor in asian studies??
- and econ is actually kind of fun.
- but i don’t know, since IR is super competitive. i just have to keep working hard, i guess.
- i become social
- i talk & interact with people
- i don’t suddenly disappear (i think)
- except on IG.
- i contemplate life & death
- yeah.
- but this point is actually more ellaborate. like i mentioned on the last post, many of the people our family knew has passed away suddenly/gotten seriously ill. now, i feel that i’ve become more conscious of how i spend my time, my life.
- POINT: DON’T LIVE IN A DAZE.
- but this point is actually more ellaborate. like i mentioned on the last post, many of the people our family knew has passed away suddenly/gotten seriously ill. now, i feel that i’ve become more conscious of how i spend my time, my life.
- yeah.
- i change my major goals significantly
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- october/神無月
- i (kanske) survive my first wave of midterms & papers
- i am willfully ignoring the fact there will be another set of midterms
- not to mention the many papers that will be due in the next two weeks & the month.
- but us homo sapiens live by blissful ignorance!!
- plus, King Solomon advocates this sort of thing–YOLO.
- but us homo sapiens live by blissful ignorance!!
- i meet swedish & german people (for the first time ever)
- which is super cool. (end of story)
- eller inte.
- what is cool is that somehow i’ve met them in different settings and three out of four of them know each other & we are in the same classes!
- och, jag studerar svenska & de är villga att hjälpa mig. Det är toppen!!
- eller inte.
- which is super cool. (end of story)
- i read a lot of manga & drool over the 神 anime season.
- manga…
- beastaaars!!
- chainsaw man
- jjk T_T
- pluto (by urasawa naoki, author of monster which is another slay manga/anime)
- TG (re-reading for the umpteenth time.)
- anime…
- CHAINSAW MAAANNN!!!
- mob psycho 100 III
- Spy × Family season 2
- mha season 6…(will def. die since i’ve read the manga…)
- i think i’m still forgetting something, fall ’22 anime season is that good.
- manga…
- my spotify intake goes up.
- i contemplate on whether or not to do the nano.
- i mean, i actually want to go back and write. but can i carve out the time between 6 courses, work, & everything else???
- life is hard.
- even when it looks like things are going well one day, the next day i seem to fall off the cliff.
- sometimes i wonder why i do this to myself
- (i.e. why do i try to do things all on my own strength? of course i’m going to fail.)
- and that’s when i realise how much God’s grace means to me.
- POINT: LET GO & LET GOD.
- i (kanske) survive my first wave of midterms & papers
Still others, like seed sown among thorns, hear the word; 19 but the worries of this life, the deceitfulness of wealth and the desires for other things come in and choke the word, making it unfruitful.
…23 If anyone has ears to hear, let them hear.”
Mark 4:18-19, 23 (NIV)
少数派。 
One response to “bi-monthly reflection (1)”
It sounds like the last two months have been times of growth!
“i am willfully ignoring the fact there will be another set of midterms” aha. ahahaha. I feel very called out by this. Except for me, it’s willfully ignoring the fact that I should be working on a project that’s due at the end of the semester, because…it’s not due until the end of the semester!
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